Well, I did lessons, studied the german, studied the weight and bible issues. I also cleaned a bit. I have much farther to go in my.....what I want to accomplish today. My focus is to get caught up as much as possible. so far, it seems to be going pretty well. School, workshops are finished. Camping is done,and now I can really focus on what I need to do.
Yesterday, I actually suprised myself. I went shopping after camp, german. I got jim a birthday present, cake, and we had that for dinner. I am pushing him gently. He needs to see how hard I am working at things. Today is the last day of scouts for awhile. This will help in some areas. I really want to dejunk and clean the kitchen.
Yesterday, we went through a house just like this one. Exactly same house.....but the thing was...how much space they had. It was really cleaned up nice. It had many things put together. I loved it, but the outside wasn't as nice. I am finiding it interesting that I don't like this house becasue....the upkeep. Plain and simple.....the repairs must to taken care of. My goal is to start using so much $ to fix things as I see fit. It just seems that everytime I go to do that...it is one thing after the other. One of the things that I would love to do is to get a handle on the classroom things. That way, I can come home and do what I need to do. I am hoping with about 80 pounds off my body that I will have more energy to do what I want. I remember how uncomfortable I was pregnant with the extra weight. Maybe this is a sign.
I read today about how eve was tempted for food. I really believe that this has something validity. In the end, it cost her. If I see that kind of visual, it is good. Also, the fact that more is expected out of me then being tempted by food. It makes sense. I will continue to read more about this when I work out. I think I will stick to the biking today. that way I can really read more about the diet, weight and spirit.
Yesterday, I bought 3 little christmas presents from bath and body. They are the plug in fragances. I figure that I could use these for little presents at school. I also got little hand santizers and lotion for school. I want to really use the sink more at school. Maybe put my plate, towel, etc there for lunch. Make it cozy. The girl before me also had some little nick nack things. Apples...all sorts of things. I think that I could find some giraffe stuff on e-bay. Just a few things to make it homey. I am concerned about school next year. The first grade teacher was really good. I need some more music for sure. I think that I would be able to use my schuffle and download some things for the kids. I know that I have a player. With all this.....I think that I need to really beef up the computer skills. I think with that....it should be easier. Like, I would love to use a smart board and I would love to do a lot of computer stuff...especially the lessons and evaluation piece. I will truly have to think that over. I really see evaluation as a critical piece. However, I don't think that the number of paper is the key...it is understanding the concept. My goal would be then to see how the skills are...not exactly keep track of the amount of papers the child can handle. Maybe in the coming weeks I can work on that as well. Right now, I am working on lessons. It is rather dull. I think that I would/could do better if I would work on class projects, the actual lessonplan book etc. Maybe if jim and kids go to scouts this evening, that I can do some research at the library.
Interestlingly enough Kim has not responded to my posts. She know that I am upset, and had even sent her a message. She hasn't responded to im, message, or what I posted on her wall. She is completely ignoring me. Well, too bad....she knows what to do with her life. She knows that she was a total wreck with her....running around, doctor visits, moving, new car, going to kentucy and now car that is in a bind. Grow up and face the music.
oh, getting back to the computer, I think that the new phone will help me remember more of what I need to accomplish. Especially with household items and not rebuying things. I also want to make better us of the bathroom and closet areas. Really put some much needed touches on this house. Looking back, I can understand how much I had to fight to get stuff done around here. I am finally, finally getting the kids off the games and making them work a bit.
